Gxter.安静的窝

投向分裂的怀抱

我们病了,寄居在腐烂且安逸的城市之中
    彼此孤独,却心心相印

    我们由于聪明而变得狡猾
    由于狡猾而缺乏勇气
    由于缺乏勇气而萎缩

                                                  --杜马

Journey

旅行

从一个地方到另一个地方，

再到另一个地方。

那么终点在什么地方，

也许根本就没有终点。

Gxter。Journey
200600827

Choice My Article_way

Choice My Girl_friend

Choise My Life_mode

Gxter.Choise
200600710

好久没来了，可是我未曾离开。只是发帖少了许多，不为的懒了。

好多事看透了。

K歌之王

Eason 

我以为要是唱得,用心良苦
你总会对我,多点在乎
我以为虽然爱情,已成往事
千言万语说出来可以互相安抚

期待你感动
真实的我们难相处
写词的让我
唱出你要的幸福
谁曾经感动
分手的关头才懂得
离开排行榜更铭心刻骨

我已经相信有些人我永远不必等
所以我明白在灯火栏珊处为什么会哭
你不会相信
嫁给我明天有多幸福
只想你明白
我心甘情愿爱爱爱爱到要吐

那是醉生梦死才能熬成的苦
爱如潮水
我忘了我是谁
至少还有你哭

我想唱一首歌给我们祝福
唱完了我会一个人住
我愿意试着了解从此以后
拥挤的房间一个人的心有多孤独

让我断了气铁了心爱的过火
一回头就找到出路
让我成为了无情的k歌之王
麦克风都让我征服
想不到你若无其事的说
这样滥情何苦

200700723
Gxter。K

读万卷书，行万里路。

Gxter
200700628

已经很久了，每天都很压抑。

像有一个大石头压在心上。。

朋友一个个的离开了这个城市。

而我在找我与他们的不同之处。

如果没有，那是不是说明我也和他们都会是一样的结局。

如果有，那是不是就是我继续留在这的理由。

已经好久没见过大海了。

压抑也可能是因为太近了，近的让你喘不上来气。

面对大海感受的是那种无边的胸怀。让人感觉世界的遥远。

真想到海边看看。。。想念在丽娇湾时的感觉。。。有时间我会回去的。。。

Gxter。life of briefness
200700626

我想的好象一直没有什么错误。

我做的好象一直也都没有是错误。但也有一些错误的。

那为什么会这样？

答案就是不要因为一些表面的表现改变自己想的和自己要做的。

Gxter。Think
200600606

面对恶心，我们只能保持一个平静的微笑。

然后在心里说一句真TMD的恶心。忍不住的恶心。

送给那些恶心的人。

Gxter。exin
200700530

ERA

Era  Era2  TheMass

ERA

Gxter。Mass
200700410

Our Farewell

"Within Temptation"

In my hands
A legacy of memories
I can hear you say my name
I can almost see your smile
Feel the warmth of your embrace
But there is nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

Never thought
This day would come so soon
We had no time to say goodbye
How can the world just carry on?
I feel so lost when you are not at my sight
But there's nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

So sorry your world is tumbling down
I will watch you through these nights
Rest your head and go to sleep
Because my child, this is not our farewell.
This is not our farewell.

Gxter。Farewell
200700406

Your Symphony 　　　　　　　　

“Dark Moor”

I know that you need me
To survive in this world
world of empty words
take my hand and feel me
if i'll be your friend...
forever be

[Bridge:]
In the dephts of wind
could be playing with me
your symphony
Playing on and on
never be alone
sing my song

I stay by your side, girl,
through the endless hate, my dear,
The rain dissapears
the poison of your life
fills my glass and I...
I drink, I die

[Bridge]

[Chorus:]
You give me light
all my cold nights
Your fantasy
will be my symphony

Gxter。Fantasy
200700406

专辑名：Sweet Liberty（甜蜜的自由）

歌   者：Cara Dillon

专辑曲目:

1.High Tide
2.The Winding River Roe
3. Everywhere
4.There Were Roses
5.Where Are You
6.The Gem Of The Roe
7.Bonny Bonny
8.Erin The Green
9.Broken Bridges
10.Falling Like A Star
11.Standing On The Shore
12.The Emigrant’s Farewell

今天突然想到颜的BLOG上面看看。然后就听到了一首歌，充满了苏格兰风味。后来知道这歌叫《Bonny Bonny》。之后下了整张专辑，感觉她的风格和吕晋非常的接近。

现在BLOG已经不经常更新了。其实不是因为没有话说。而是真不知道从何说起。每天琐事太多。最近的睡眠又非常的不好，晚上睡不着。每天都是很晚才睡。不知道这次又要持续多长时间。

Gxter。不知道。
200700327

Within Temptation

荷兰。美声歌特金属。

Gxter。安康
200700319

不知道该说什么好，只是感觉而已。

Gxter。安康
200700227

今天突然想起一年前的时候。一年真的很快，又大了一岁，离30又进了一步。

现在BLOG的更新频率已经没有以前高了。不是自己懒，而是有些感觉已经很难写出来了。或许这还是一个借口。

另一个不是原因的原因就是很长一段时间没有找到好听的音乐了。又一个郁闷的时期即将到来。

刚刚不小心翻到了一个半年前收藏专集《Song Of The Irish Whistle》是 Joanie Madden 创作的。我一直以来最喜欢里面的两首

1。“The Immigrant”

2。“Down By The Salley Gardens”

每当风笛的声音响起，就能想象的到“勇敢的心”里面那翠绿的山和田野，仿佛可以流进心里面。

我不知道人在忧郁的时候听风笛是否适合。不过，我知道大都市里面的人：都是在郁闷后前进，前进中伴有郁闷。至少我是这样。

Gxter。安康
200700225

重庆森林

汪家卫

1994年出品

重庆亦非重庆 森林亦非森林。想起这部电影，不知道该怎么写第一句。就以这句为开始吧。94年的一部电影，到今天十多年了。可是不知道为什么一直留有很多的印象。其实我第一次看部片子的时候是高中时代，直到今天6年时光流逝。但是那部片子所代表的含义确不能确切定义。两个没有任何关系的片段。2男3女，却代表了许多的人。直到今天再看这个片子，你也不会觉得它过时。

貌似的偶遇，确成为了必然的相遇。

想象中的结局，却成为了空中楼阁。没有结局却留下了悬念。

重庆亦是代表火热，激情。

森林亦是代表想象，童话。

虽然有激情，有童话，有梦想，但是大多数的人看完之后的感觉是郁闷，感觉很累，累心。最后又都没个象样的结局。其实这部片子展示的是大都市人的一个个生活的片面。感受的是一个个生活的细节，或者可以说看的电影的过程。根本没有结局的结局，其实他们的生活，在每个人的心中继续生活着。这恰恰符合了我们每个人的生活。

经典总不是单独出现的，片子里面，上部和下部里面各有一个我认为可以带表主题的歌曲。

上半部是：Dream

下半部是：California Dreaming

可是两个歌又代表同一个主题：就是大家内心的梦想。

所有一切的一切，带来的是：人物内心的矛盾，在貌似平静的生活中的平淡，但是每个人的内心却是激情澎湃。都在为梦想做努力。

Gxter。MyDream
200700208

新一年，心开始！

Gxter。heart Start
200700101

Destiny

Singer：Stratovarius 

The times are changing so fast, I wonder how long it lasts.
The clock is ticking time is running out.
The hatred fills this Earth and for what is worth,
we're in the end before we know.

Throughout the years I have struggled to find the answer that I never knew.
It strucked me like a million lightnings and here I am telling to you.
Every second of day it is coming your way, future unknown is here to stay.
Got to open your mind or you will be led to astray.
There's a time to live, there's a time to die.
But no one can't escape the Destiny.

Look all the things we've done, under the burning sun.
Is this the way to carry on?
So take a look at yourself and tell me what do you see.
A wolf in clothes of the lamb?

Throughout the years I have struggled to find the answer that I never knew.
It strucked me like a million lightnings and here I am telling to you.
Every second of day it is coming your way, future unknown is here to stay.
Got to open your mind or you will be led to astray.
There's a time to live, there's a time to die.
But no one can't escape the Destiny.

Let your spirit free,
through window of your mind.
Unchain your soul from hate,
all you need is faith.
I control my Life, I am the One.
You control your Life
but don't forget Your Destiny...

It's time to say goodbye,
I know it will make you cry.
You make your destiny.
I know you'll find the way.
And outside the Sun is bright.
The things will be all right.
I will be back one day to you.
So please wait for me!

Gxter。MyDestiny
2006012024

ZHI 只 CHI 吃 SHI 师 ZI 字 CI 词 SI 丝

平：

裤子zi ，公司si ，算suan了 ，孩子zi ，工资zi ，词ci 语 ，

卷：

律师shi ，喝水shui ，吃chi饭 ，卓zhuo越 ，身shen体 ，质zhi量

综ZONG合：

三SAN只ZHI小猪ZHU  ，  四SI岁SUI时SHI  ，  出CHU租ZU车CHE

说了二十年的地方口音现在改起来还真有点难度。就“公司”这一个词就经常说错。看来还得抓紧训练。

Gxter。普通话
200601218

Girl singing in the wreckage

听这歌的时候总是有一种的诡异的感觉。歌声仿佛不是来自我们平时的世界。仿佛是一个少女的灵魂在吟唱。她是阴冷的城堡里最动人的女巫。她欺骗，她被骗，她热情，她迷乱，她疲倦，她沉闷，她枯萎。她在最后唱：I just want to go hometown。这就是“Black Box Recorder”乐团的风格：冷微笑。使人进入一个冰冷黑暗的世界，那里：冷淡、腥红、单调、凄惨、缺乏生机的音乐语言叙述着感情的迟钝、精神的瓦解、末日的象徽。这是一部献给麻木灵魂的凄美的安魂曲，对被现代物质破坏并扭曲的童真精心布置的一场豪华的守丧。

It’s my primary instinct to protect the child
Girl singing in the wreckage
My dress is torn, my hair is wild
Girl singing in the wreckage

My first car, my early boyfriend
Girl singing in the wreckage
Wet weekends, new years eve parties
Girl singing in the wreckage

Hour after hour after hour

My 18th birthday, I’ll die of boredom
Girl singing in the wreckage
My private world is smashed right open
Girl singing in the wreckage

My 1st trip, my expectations
I had a dream that it would end like this
No destiny, No destination
You hit the ground and then it stops

I miss my hometown, it’s nothing special
Call my parents let them know I’ve arrived
My primary instinct is to protect the child
Send the postcard from the airport

Gxter。Nothing
2006001210

昨天在找 Only when I sleep 的时候偶然找到了 How Do I live 这首歌。

How Do I live 是（LeAnn Rimes）1997年出版的专辑中的一首曲子。后来被用做 （Con Air）空中监狱结尾曲。结尾时凯奇重见到妻女。歌曲是因为电影才使人们记忆深刻的。其中一句“How do I get through one night without you ？”有点有点哀怨，但并不凝重。没有撕心裂肺的哭诉，没有潸然泪下的煽情。更多时候是让人有种心酸的无奈。

Only when I sleep 是（the corrs）的一首歌以前传播不是很广。但是随着一部韩国电影（红字）和李恩珠而被人们说传唱的。李恩珠在戏里面一席盛装的她，目光流连，似一波泛着叠叠涟漪的秋水，歌声忽儿细若游丝，忽而铿锵有力，百转千回，一如她这样的女子。只叹斯人已逝，往事已矣！论唱功还是the corrs的比较好。但李恩珠的歌唱的有意境（配合“红字”）。

How Do I live

How Do I live Without You
LeAnn Rimes

How do I get through one night without you?
If I had to live without you
What kinda life would that be?
Oh I need you in my arms, need you to hold
You are my world, my heart, my soul

If you ever leave, baby, you would take away
everything good in my life

Without you there would be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I, baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you

If you ever leave, baby, you would take away
everything real in my life.

And tell me now: How do I live without you?
I want to know: How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go how do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live

If you ever leave, baby, you would
take away everything need you with me
Baby, don't you know that you are
everything good in my life?

And tell me now: How do I live without you?
I want to know: How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go how do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live

How do I live without you, baby?

-------------TEH----------END------------

Only when I sleep

You're only just a dream boat
Sailing in my head
You swim my secret oceans
Of coral blue and red
Your smell is incense burning
Your touch is silken yet
It reaches through my skin
Moving from within
And clutches at my breast

CHORUS:
But it's only when I sleep
See you in my dreams
Got me spinning round and round
Turning upside down
But I only hear you breathe
Somewhere in my sleep
Got me spinning round and round
Turning upside down
But it's only when I sleep

And when I wake from slumber
Your shadow's disappeared
Your breath is just a sea mist
Surrounding my body
I'm working through the daytime
But when it's time to rest
I'm lying in my bed
Listening to my breath
Falling from the edge

But it's only when I sleep...

Gxter。Sleep
2006001210

Are you the one ？

Timo Tolkki 是芬兰 Stratovarius 乐团的主音吉他手，这首歌是within temptation 主唱sharon与timo tolkki合作的结晶。歌里面到处充满“凄美”。特别是女声在吉他的伴奏下反复的唱着Are you the one ？是一种绝望？是一种无奈？是一种期盼？

The traveller in time who has come
To heal my wounds to lead me to the sun
To walk this path with me until the end of time
Are you the one?
Who sparkles in the night like fireflies
Eternity of evening sky
Facing the morning eye to eye

Are you the one?
Who'd share this life with me
Who'd dive into the sea with me
Are you the one?
Who's had enough of pain
And doesn't wish to feel the shame, anymore

Are you the one?
Are you the one?
Who's love is like a flower that needs rain
To wash away the feeling of pain
Which sometimes can lead to the chain of fear

Are you the one?
To walk with me in garden of stars
The universe, the galaxies and Mars
The supernova of our love is true

Gxter。Are you the one
2006001206

Stratovarius （灵云）来自芬兰的国宝级乐团。创始于1984年。风格属于前卫金属。

Destiny（宿命）：气势雄浑的前奏， 与男高音无懈结合，畅游时间隧道般； 突然，鼓擂动， 呐喊式唱腔不断拔高： 对未来的质问，对生命的迷茫， 对时间的疑惑在呐喊中发泄。 宿命， 是啊， 每个人都逃不过这生老病死的宿命， 冥冥中的注定， 让我们在时间轨道上运行，无奈？ 屈服？突然，曲风在一段急速键盘曲和贝斯后转缓，淹息的音乐感觉快到尽头， 歌曲灵魂缓缓冒出水面： 命运掌握在自己手中，忘记宿命，相信自己就是唯一， 窗外阳光会更加灿烂。嘿，听完这曲感觉自己的灵魂得到洗礼。

在他们众多的歌曲中有一首少有的抒情慢歌。

Forever（永远）可谓是经典之作。

Forever

I stand alone in the darkness
The winter of my life came so fast
Memories go back to childhood
to days I still recall
Oh how happy I was then ？

There was no sorrow there was no pain
Walking through the green fields
Sunshine in my eyes .

I’m still there everywhere 
I’m the dust in the wind 
I’m the star in the northern sky 
I never stayed anywhere 
I’m the wind in the trees 
Would you wait for me forever ？

《永远》

独自伫立在凄冷的夜
生命的寒冬铺天盖地的来
童年的回忆充满馨香
至今让我难忘怀
噢!那时我是多么欢快？

没有痛苦 没有哀愁
漫步在葱绿无垠的田头
阳光如金跃入眼眸

无论身在何方 我心永在记忆的深秋
我是风中一粒尘
我是北天一颗星
天涯海角无处停留
我只是穿越树叶一缕风
你是否会在孤寂的街口等我？

Gxter。Forever
2006001202

最近一直难以平静就找了些歌，最终锁定歌特摇滚充满了激进/黑金/绝望/死亡。还听了些CD推荐的歌特风格的歌。终于感觉到了平静。

Within Temptation 乐团的 《Angels》那个女声简直就好象来自天外的声音。空灵飘荡。

下面来一首比较喜欢的带着死亡气息的 来自于 H.I.M 乐团。

GONE WITH THE SIN
随原罪飘逝

I love your skin oh so white
我爱你的肌肤是如此光洁
I love your touch cold as ice
我爱你的触摸似冰般冷酷
And I love every single tear you cry
我也爱你流下的每一滴眼泪
I just love the way you're losing your life
以及你正迷失生命的方式

Ohohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful you are
宝贝,你是这般的美丽
Ohohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apart
亲爱的,你已被美丽彻底的撕裂
You're gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are
宝贝,你已经随着原罪飘逝,是如此的美好
You're gone with the sin my Darling
亲爱的,你已随着原罪飘逝.

I adore the despair in your eyes
我迷信着你眼中绝望
I worship your lips once red as wine
我膜拜着你如酒红唇
I crave for your scent sending shivers down my spine
我贪恋着你的气息,让它穿越我的身体震颤着我的脊髓
I just love the way you're running out of life
我就是喜欢你如此耗尽自己的方式
Ohohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful you are
宝贝,你是这般的美丽
Ohohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apart
亲爱的,你已被美丽彻底的撕裂
You're gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are
宝贝,你已经随着原罪飘逝,是如此的美好
You're gone with the sin my Darling
亲爱的,你已随着原罪飘逝

Gxter。Gone with the sin
2006001129

今年是今天！

Gxter。今年是今天！
2006001118

最早听的是田原She，然后听Groove Coverage的She。两个歌明显不是同一个风格，田园的抒情+庸懒，而GC的是舞曲般的节奏轻快。但是两个歌有一个相同的地方就是，都是描写女性同性恋的。貌似也挺不错。

歌词如下：

She
YuanTian

she is the flame, and she is the blame.
she is the gain, and she is the pain
she's running, she's searching
through all the golden mountains.
she's aching, she's waiting
for the one could really be sure
she's trying, she's collecting
all the diamonds in the street.
she's taking and she's dancing
with the devils rushing away.

she is my name, and she is my pain.
she is my fame, and she is my gain.
she's running, she's searching
through all the golden mountains.
she's aching, she's waiting
for the one could really be sure.
she's trying, she's collecting
all the diamonds in the street.
she's taking and she's dancing
with the devils rushing away.
she's running, she's searching
through all the golden mountains.
she's aching, she's waiting
for the one could really be sure.
be sure.

---------------------------------------------------------

She
Groove Coverage

She hangs out every day near by the beach 
Having a Heineken falling asleep 
She looks so sexy when she's walking the sand
Nobody ever put a ring on her hand

Swim to the oceanshore fish in the sea
She is the story the story is she
She sings to the moon and the stars in the sky
Shining from high above you shouldn't ask why

(Chorus)
She is the one that you never forget
She is the heaven-sent angel you met
Oh, she must be the reason why God made a girl
She is so pretty all over the world

She puts the rhythm, the beat in the drum
She comes in the morning and the evening she's gone
Every little hour every second you live 
Trust in eternity that's what she gives

She looks like Marilyn, walks like Suzanne
She talks like Monica and Marianne
She wins in everything that she might do
And she will respect you forever, just you

(Chorus)

She is so pretty all over the world. She is so pretty
She is like you and me, like them like we. She is in you and me

(Chorus) (Repeat) Na na na na na......

Gxter。She
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这个BLOG又出毛病了！为什么啊？难道有人故意整我？

为什么？给个理由先。

续：

没办法，我又换回了，一年前的LBOG皮肤。现在一切正常了。

这个皮肤的名字叫做蓝色幻想。不过看上去也是挺漂亮，简洁的暂时就先用这个了。

Gxter。为什么？
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